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This post i find special... it is the 100th post on this blog...not much... but still its a milestone... so i found this post worthy of this topic ~The One~

I feel like im judging myself everyday... everytime i do something to make someone laugh... i think... this is a good feeling.. they actually listen... all listening intently without someone talking about other things to all the other people... all of this is happening and there is only a month to go to my birthday... i dont believe that its going to be a very good birthday... even though it should be... turning 15 on the 15th is pretty special you know...but no... i dont feel like having a party...

Sorry about this post guys nothing happy about it.. nothing funny about it... nothing cool about it.... its just another one of that annoying guys problems...


P.S. i probably wont post for a while... i decided to leave this blog... for a week or 2 i am not in the mood right now... im sorry =[

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