you know ... people use this quite lightly 'you dont know what you got till its gone' but seriously ... i wish i never left sydney ... fucking seriously why did dad have to do that... if he wasn't such a fucking suspicious fuck ... ARE YOU FUCKING STONED DONT FUCKING LIE TO ME ?! dad... i just came from school... im just sick .. YOU THINK I WAS BORN YESTERDAY HUH? YOU LITTLE PRICK?! dad ... 4/5 times i come home no matter where i have been you think im stoned ... to the point that i dread coming home and i start checking myself to see if i could somehow look stoned and i get really nervous ... then you punish me just because your suspicious .. no proof FUCK YOU i never came home on drugs i never came home drunk you say your not stupid well neither am i! i know it would be crazy to come home on something i cant believe how fucking blind you are when you get suspicious FUCK YOU. you promised me a stable home environment then you fucking kick me out over fucking nothing and at the last minute you make me leaving sound like it was my fault... saying that you always wanted me back always fought for me when mum treated me bad and im a heartless prick for leaving FUCK YOU you kicked me out you fucking dog eat a fucken dick the first and last time we talked after i left you tell me you dont ever want to speak to me again and your taking me out of your will and the savings account you had for me your giving to aisha? yea well fuck you ... when your old and dying what are you going to expect huh?! telling me that the next time you see me 10 20 years down the line your going to beat the fuck out of me ? mate 10 20 years from now i aint gonna be the small teen kid that you could beat up so fucking crack on mate

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