this is what we call love :) when you are loved you can do anything in creation when you are loved you can do anything in creation when you are loved theres no need at all to understand whats happening because everything happens within you and even men can turn themselves into wind :)
if a person is living out his destiny he knows everything he needs to know ... theres only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve ... and that is the fear of failure
one of the most basic of lifes lessons.... when you possess a great treasures within you ... and you try to tell others of them ... seldom do people believe you
i have tried to resist the agents of change... yet they still haunt me ... forcing me to comply ... the inevitability of this makes me sucumb and in doing so i change myself ........ i become change
your heart is always trying to tell you things ... and it told me something today
At that moment it seemed to him that time stood still and the soul of the world surged within him. when he looked into her dark eyes with her hair whipping in the wind ... and he saw that her lips were poised between a laugh and silence. he learned the most important language the world spoke... it was love ... something older then humanity more ancient then the world...
Destiny ... it is what you have always wanted to accomplish. everyone when they are young knows what their destiny is. At that point of their lives everything is clear and everything is possible. They are not afraid to dream and to yearn for everything they would like to see happen to them in their lives..... but as time passes a mysterious force begins to convince them that it will be impossible for the to realise their destiny.
The worlds greatest lie is that... at a certain point in our lives..... we lose control of whats happening to us and our lives become controlled by fate. That is the worlds biggest lie
sometimes all you can do is let it engulf you. because at some point you become powerless to fight it, it becomes more immense then you can be. it becomes so intense that not even the most hardened can fight it it feels like there is a building crumbling around you and you have to hold it up alone. you try your best not to let it smother you but the more you fight it the stronger it gets and it doesn't stop getting stronger. Then there comes a point where it just breaks through all your shields and walls and the only thing you feel is pain and a desperate agony. The only thing you can think of is you want it to stop, to all go away because eventually it is such pain that your body itself starts to crumble and you lose control and it is no longer your own body to control as it writhes and thrashes against what you feel because no its not going to end and no there is nothing you can do about it. The moment of complete and utter hopelessness where all you can ask is why ? and you no longer have the strength to stand up you no longer have the strength to move or to eat ... you just ... can no longer do it. That is the pain of a lost love ... a love so lost that you can no longer find it in the dark. and the only thing you can do is give up and hope you will heal.
new beginnings :) new starts :) new people :) everything shall be new because new is good old is ...well old XD and see ... things happen everyday that people dont like ... and will never like but hey such is life and now i feel strangely liberated and ive realised only now that you really got to look at the big picture to understand and everything is all ok again :) except school.... school can suck my dick :l hahaha but hey thats nothing new XD time to go out and be a happy chappy :D
There always comes a time when you realise that no ... life's not easy! but thats a good thing ... if life were easy we wouldn't appreciate it ... if a relationship was always good we wouldn't care about it whereas ... if your feeling down in the dumps ... or something is going wrong with your loved ones it just means that when you are happy again and things start to look up with those you hold dear you will treasure it more .. and you wont throw it all away like nobodies business a person who's opinion i hold highly once said... if there is a girl worth fighting for you should fight for it as much as it might hurt at first you keep on fighting because if you dont fight for it ... your not worthy of her anyway. So on that note ... to anyone whos reading this ... to the followers i have left ... if you are wondering ... whether or not to keep on trying ... in no matter what you are doing .. be it with your family your relationship or friendships or just life in general .. never give up because the harder it is to get something the better the rewards are :)
you sit and you wonder ... what now ?
you know, i often wonder what is going on? if maybe i ask for too much? if im too demanding maybe its not normal to meet for long periods of time ? but then again i dont think so because im not a high maintenance guy .. never have been never will. i just need a day here and there.. maybe a surprise visit or a little note to show you care ... because having a strong imagination and very high perceptive skills i start to wonder in your absence i wonder about everything ... i wonder about the world .. i wonder about human nature ... i wonder about how you feel about me i wonder if your fading away ... i hope your not .. but its likely you are and you say your not but ... although you might not be fading away .. you are also drawing nearer to someone else ... all i ask from people is to give me time ... because its hard to keep feelings for someone if your never with them feelings ebb and fade when there is nothing to fuel it ... the fuel of your hand on mine, the rush of your breath against my ear the slow slither of my hand through your hair and the burning warmth of your back against my chest... the contagious laughter that we share ... the freezing cold of the nights without you and i wonder .. are you willing to try ? are you willing to really make an effort ... that is what i ask
today seems like an appropriate day to start blogging again :) ~i was never in a relationship for a long time ... afraid to give my heart to anyone ... because if you keep your heart locked in your chest noone can hurt it again... but then i did .. i decided to give it away .. one more time because she wont hurt it the same as before ... no it will be different but it seems everyones the same .. everyone will do the same things to you and now it goes back in the pit as an empty shell of what i started this life with