You can't figure him out ... It's like a puzzle and that intrigues you ... You want to find out more ... You think you already know everything there is to know about me ... I can see it in the way you look at me ... So knowing so bored ... Oh but good god you have no idea ... You have made ideas in your head of who I am ... I don't know where these ideas have come from ... Maybe people put them in there by the things they say about me ... Oh yes ... And you have slowly jaded more and more towards me ... Everything I do now will piss you off ... The more I love you the less you want me ... You have no idea what to do ... One minute you want me ... One minute you know you shouldn't want me but oh you want me... Your just afraid ... You want that stability of a committed relationship for once ... When in actual fact stability is the one thing I offer best ... We could do whatever we wanted ... You could have all the opportunities in the world ... But maybe ... Seeing as the more I love you ... The more you push me away ... Maybe all I should do now is nothing ... Let you do what you want to your life ... Whether you fuck up your life ... Or if you do succeed ... Maybe I should just let you ... But oh how I wish ... Your word actually meant something ... And oh how I wish I wouldn't believe everything you say anymore ... But I can't help it ... It seems no matter how many times you break my trust I will continue to believe you ... What do you want ? Just tell me straight and simple ... Do you want me out of your life? If not ... Then try to at least make an effort ... Just like you said you would ... Just like those letters you wrote me...

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