Gyms been going great.. I've managed to make it a habit now which was my first goal :) and I've gotten myself a lovely girlfriend. Time for a new goal.. Within a month I need to hit 69 kilos no pun intended
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Gyms been going great.. I've managed to make it a habit now which was my first goal :) and I've gotten myself a lovely girlfriend. Time for a new goal.. Within a month I need to hit 69 kilos no pun intended
Insecurities eat at me when it comes to girlfriends in today's world. I don't believe a single one of them stay faithful. Party my fault and partly the fault of women I've met and dated. The women I've dated cheated. And women cheat on their boyfriends with me. They claim to be single or whatever and they make it look easy.. So how am I supposed to be sure that even if I were to get a girlfriend she would ever truly be mine?
Everything I've ever truly wanted, has never been obtained. I hope for once, I will get what I wish for. I really need it right now, I don't know how much more I can take. The rate at which I'm going at the moment, it's not looking good. I might collapse at any moment. If I can't get this, I think I might be over the edge.. Drowning deeper and deeper.